Tangina. Kung kelan pa kami hindi lumabas at nagkita, saka ako kinabahan. Sabi ko lie low muna eh, eh leche, sa text naman kulang na lng aminin ko na. Hindi kasi nya alam na trip ko cya, though super halata naman (duh), pero kasi wala pang confirmation from me. Only her bestfriend knows.
So nagttext kami til now. Ang topic namin is kung papano kaming isa't isa sa kanya-kanyang relationships. There was a point na ganto na ung text namin:
ME: "So how would you know if you're in love with this someone?"
HER: "Hmm. It just happens, nararamdaman ko na lng. Ewan ko ba. Kaw?"
ME: "Ako rin, it just happens. But I fall in love easily. I see someone, I like her, I court her kahit abutin akong 5 years, and then I wait. Haha."
HER: "Hahaha. ampf. Meron na ba?"
ME: "I think yah. haha. kaw?"
HER: "So you like someone na. For sure di ko kilala yun. Musta naman kau? haha. But I'm not seeing someone right now."
ME: "Ok. And may I ask, for the past few days, weeks, months, or whatever ba, may naramdaman ka? Hahaha."
HER: "I don't wanna give a clue. Hahahahaha. Kahit hindi pa umaamin nakakaramdam nako pero hinihintay ko na yung tao ung magsabi. Haha."
TAPOS TINANONG PA NYA AKO NG: "Hehehe, wala lang. Do you have something u want to tell me? 
Nakainom na ako, but im still ok. Im just asking you. 
"
EDI SINAGOT KO NG: "I'd love to answer that question, but not right now, dahil may alcohol ka sa katawan. Haha. When u're sober, ask me again and ill answer truthfully. Haha. But really, what made u ask? =))"
TANGINA, ANG SAFE NG SAGOT KO. PANG-SHOWBIZ. SABI KASI NI ANJ NA BESTFRIEND NYA, WAG KO MUNA AMININ. GAWIN KO MUNANG CLOSE, PERO NOT TO A POINT NA FRIEND NA UNG TINGIN SAKIN. SO GETS? HIRAP NA HIRAP AKO KANINA.
FUCK SHIT. LORD HELP. 
PS: Kilala nyo naman ako db? Ako yung tipong taong offer ng offer like "if there's anything you need just tell me ok?". And you know what she answered?
"Hey im not really the type of person who asks favors. Im different. "
Naisip ko bigla, wow, finally... I've found someone who won't use and abuse me in the future. 
Written by quitit at 03:06 AM.
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~naisip ko lang... it will only happen if you allow it to. :)
*nega mode* I mean, I don't want to rain on your parade, *gomenasai* pero di ba, things happen because we allow them to?
quitit
HER: Super kasi sino-spoil mo yung tao eh. Wag ganun.
ME: Eh, ewan ko. I think depende na lang sa tao yun kung aabusuhin nya ung pangsspoil ko. Db?
HER: Oo, sabagay. Control.
ME: I think it's not a matter of choosing the right person to love, but rather, being the right person for the one you chose to love.
Makes sense? WAHAHAHAHA! =))
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control.
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keep your fingers crossed, and your menthol cigs (for her) in your pocket just in case! :)
quitit
Bernadette, i need to speak with you but i wouldn't know how to contact you except here. =(
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subjunctive
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